Vitiate

You want me soft, untouched, afraid
A doll you can unwrap and break
But only if I smile and nod
And thank you for the mess you make
You preach restraint, then grab my waist
Say purity but mean obey
You want a girl that doesn’t breathe
Unless it’s just to say your name

You want the virgin and the whore
And if I’m neither, I’m a war

Don’t fucking touch me
Don’t mistake me for a prize
I’m not your fix, your hole, your house
I’m not your fucking compromise
Don’t fucking touch me
Don’t you dare demand my skin
If I say no, that’s not a flaw
That’s where your goddamn story ends

You want a maid, a nurse, a toy
A body bent to serve your joy
But I’m not built to soak in sweat
While you sit proud and call it work
You whine when asked to lift a hand
Then cry when I don’t spread or serve
You want my silence, want my mouth
But gag the parts that might get heard

You say I’m broken, I say *free
You want a girl, I’m not your *she

Don’t fucking touch me
I’m not your doll, your wife, your kink
Don’t need your hands, don’t want your weight
I don’t care what you fucking think
Don’t fucking touch me
This body’s mine, not yours to rate
If I don’t burn for you on cue
That doesn’t mean I radiate

Call me cold, I’ve seen the fire
It always ends with me on trial
Call me bitter, I’ve been sweet
And all it got was bloody sheets

Don’t fucking touch me
You don’t deserve the sound I make
You don’t deserve the breath I waste
You don’t deserve the time it takes
Don’t fucking touch me
Don’t you dare rewrite my name
You want control? Then find a doll
I’m not your fuck, I’m not your shame